From A Survivor

The pact that we made was the ordinary pact
of men & women in those days

I don't know who we thought we were
that our personalities
could resist the failures of the race

Lucky or unlucky, we thought of ourselves
as special

Your body is as vivid to me
as it ever was: even more

since my feeling for it is clearer;
I know what it could and could not do

It is no longer
the body of a god
or anything with power over my life

Next year it would have been 20 years
and you are wastefully dead
who might have made the leap
we talked, too late, of making

which I live now
not as a leap
but a succession of brief, amazing
movements

each one making possible the next

Adrienne Rich


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